Tell me.....
what does life means to you??? haha....a wonderful one???
Now I know how cruel life can be at times....I had feel the sour of life at the age of 13....When I thought life is wonderful, I only realize it as my skill...My writings make me feel life is love....
But then it threw all the hates to me....What had I done to you???
I was decieved...by a person who I put trust on....And he make me dissapointed by making the sky falls on me...The fact that life isn't over yet...because it was too painful....I felt as if the burdened sky fall on top of me!!!and rain pour down from my eyes....it went without stopping...
I kept on thinking how would endure this?
How would I overcome this?
How can I keep on walking
Without thoughts of you....
I love you...that I can't even stop crying everytime...
I called her everyday....making sure that she's not crying...but in the end I'm the one who ends up wiping my tears....The same things repeat again...
How can man be so cruel...For a man to ruin a woman's life is very easy....
But It takes the A-Z steps for us, womans to ruin them!!! Since the incident happen...I keep on thinking whether I should not put trust on other man or not.....Yes, I fought with boys almost all the time...They always wanna win...and that makes me think why can't you just give up for once....and let us win???
And I keep on crying...I have no concentration on my studies...I keep on thinking what will happen in the end...Can someone tell me...I keep on talking uselessly...But there'sno conclusion....And I cried...again...
and My results wasn't the best I got...It made me cry....I was in so much depression...I can't let all the sorrows go away....I keep them in my hands....letting my burdened life....increases it's burden...There was times when I said to myself...I now know what it feels when some people wishes to kill themselves..because it's the feeling as if we should die....sometimes it is a feeling of the fact that life is making us die...
There wasn't suppose to be hard....But it happens...
Everything happens in a glance...Until....I feel that Eid wasn't even Eid...And I'm feeling like inviting everyone to cry along with me....
But things was starting to be swallowed slowly in my life...and I receive that something I call gift that has made me strong enough...
And made me realize that this life is chaptered...
