Monday, September 28, 2009

Ahh!!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days!!!!

HAHAH!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days more....

but....


Things aren't going the way I want them to!! No way!!! For the first time in my life I'm celebration my birthday alone!!!

And also!!!!




I can't skip schools on my birthday!!! There's no cake on my birthday!!!There's plenty of problems come up few days before my birthday!!!! How could YOU!!!!


My wish for my birthday...

1)My mom would be there
2)My family would be there

How sad....I wish my life could be better...You want to switch places?Be in my shoes...please....

so sad right?

I just hope to be happy for one day....just one...at least

2nd of October please...

Friday, September 25, 2009

AmYrAmYrAMeoWw's BIG MISTAKE!!!!

This is what I posted in my fanfic: MOM VS. DAUGHTER....

Current mood: SICKENING, ANGRY,DEPRESSED, SAD!!!!

because...

This is urgent!!!
Okay...My computer was infected with virus...

And I admit that I write all my stories in a word document first and then I post...so...

MY FANFIC IS GONE!!!! IT WAS DELETED!!! SO I HAVE TO MAKE A NEW ONE...AND I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GOING TO WORK OUT! THIS IS A NIGHT MARE!!!

NO~ The worse nightmare amyramyrameoww has ever had...

Now....I'm sorry to say but this fic will be hangged for quiete a long time....especially because I'm studying in a boarding school..

I have no time for computers...

So it is terrible...

My only holiday will be on November....I'm sorry...

I'm very very sorry...This is the biggest mistake amyramyrameoww has ever done!!!

Amyramyrameoww apologize so much...

I'm sorry...
do you forgive me?

i hope you do...i'm so so sorry....

GOMEN~MIANHYE!!!!!~

SO SAD!!!!!!


ONCE AGAIN...


GOMEN!

MIANHYE....

I'll try my best!!! next time...but I won't give!!!

Please give me your support!!!
thank you!!!!

=amyramyrameoww

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Welcome to IMAGENATION

How many tales have you heard or read in your lifetime?

hmmm...you can't think of it right?

na~~~ tales are boring...

Sometimes...I feel like living in a fantasy and imagination rather than reality...

you can't believe me but...it's better there...
Reality keeps going complicated right?

For me in a daily life...86% of it would be complicated full of problems and maters you don't wish for...

am I right?

In reality, have you ever had this?



see...even imagination is the only thing on earth listening to our commands...

People are hard to listens to orders..Only imagination do so...

See how it make your life wonders so much?
Now why some people can't even imagine?

Imagination seems like a precious give GOD gave humans...the only things we can go beyond our limits...but never beyond HIM...

But....almost everything we can't do in reality are not a problem for us in imagination...

See...I really think the root to our dreams are imagination...

Where did you get the idea of being a doctor?

You imagine what it would be like if you are a doctor right?

Then comes your dreams and ambition....all thanks to imagination...

So why some people won't use their imagination? Because they say it's wasting time?
Imagination also helps you to plan the future... am I right?

Like me! I admit I always imagine and daydreaming being able to meet K-pop stars and be their friends and not fans...see that takes you far....you don't have to fly off to Korea...Having their presence in your imagination is enough...


hehehe...just bored...so write about Imagination...

I've though about this but...doesn't this sounds pretty much explaining that imagination is the door to every fantasy?

IMAGE+NATION=IMAGENATION=IMAGINATION

Monday, September 21, 2009

You want TVXQ wallie? Ringtones?

I am doing ringtones...and some stuff....i hope you can use it...or download it...it's fun....

some are funny like H1N1 song....you should search for that ringtone!!!

www.zedge.net/profile/amyramyrameoww

I have lots of uploads....

Read This! It's sweet!!!!

My friend...gave me this...isn't it sweet..?this could be true....hmmm...could be...

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.You may not realize it,but it's 100% true

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep

6. You mean the world to someone

7. You are special and unique

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

So,If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you

And always remember,when life hands you Lemons,ask for Sugar and call me over! Good friends are like stars.You don't always see them.But you know they are always there

'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another,Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway' I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone

Send to all your friends. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'? See how many 'bouquets' you end up with

Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Life keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going

UGLY GURL! (Pretty Boy English Haters Version!!!)

I'm not sure if you can sing it along...anyway here it is...!!!~

----------------------

Hey Ugly Gurl!
You ain't got nothing on me...
Hey ladies
Yeah!
Let's Go...

You dial the number...
Pick the boys
To the club you'll be there!

You got to face this fact
Hey ugly gurl
You can't beat me out da track!!

Wanna fight with me?
I can do that
Wanna close to me?
I can't do that...

You got to realize your mistakes...
Gentleman
Who am I?
CL!

Everytime you want to play, oh I see you're a big winner
Eventhough I can beat you up
Like counting up
1 and 2,3,4,
Now it's time to give up you ugly gurl
I have the victory flag
Now gather up
Boys boys
We got to fight her...

*You're a whimp loser
Ride a big tricycle
I see that eyes
Glaring looking at me
Like crazy,you run away from me oh yeah...
Wake up!
The game is about to start

**Hey ugly girl
You don't know your own size!
I don't care who you are or where you're from
Hey Ugly gurl!
You! Give up so easily
Tell me you're scared of me to death
Go (x3) away!

Now throw your hands in the air
Wave them like you don't care (x2)

You guess I don't know your stupid mission
Taking off the boys
did up happiness
Now you see
I have army
I have bad boys,soldier type
Now no more you beat me up
I have more power from ground to sky
Think to the edge
Think back yourself
That's right I can beat you up to the core...

Hey boy! To the left, to the left
Take this woman down and move to the left
Girl like this will die itself
Don't worry it'll go away

Outside I am like a gangster boy
But inside never like a mama's boy
Yo! Party up and mess with me
You put me up and feel humble...

Repeat *&**

You're too UG.
UGLY...
OMG YOU'RE SO HIDEOUS!
YOU LOOK LIKE UGLY BET.
YOU'RE NOT FOR ME ,I'M NOT FOR YOU! (X2)

The boys won't adore...
A person who plays with happiness
Oh you got to be kidding me
I won't allow...
You'll get a kick and punch
You got to back off the game!

Repeat *&**


2NE1_ Pretty Boy from 1st Mini Album.mp3 -

~Colors~Harmony and Melody

If you think about it....you'll love the song....even though the tempo might be slow...yet relaxing....

the meaning of the song is about happiness....whenever i listen to the song...i will feel like every problems I'm having are dissapearing slowly...

jae joong's voice...he MELTS ME!!!!!AHHH~~~


COLORS~Melody and Harmony~ - Jaejoong & Yoochun (東方神起)

See....what do you feel listening to this song? Although some may not understand...like I am...

But you can feel and imagine as if they're telling you to smile and be happy as if nothing bad happened and only good memories are left behind...!!!~

Saturday, September 19, 2009

~COLORS~Melody&Harmony





* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love

Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling

-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-

Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope

Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone

We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever

Friday, September 18, 2009

~COLORS~Melody&Harmony Kanji!!!~I really know japanese in dreams!!!

今どこかでだれかが
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら

その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.

何か思ったのに(?)
僕らはここで
小さなことしか
できないけれど

一秒だからも
世界じゅのなみだ
止まって笑顔に
なってくれるのなら

あえしつづける
歩きつづける 
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて

生まれる前から
僕らは出会って
夢を探しこと
そんなきがするよ。

rap

きらめくおとに
包まれる時
やらしい全て
忘れていられた

melody and harmony
いつもそばにいて
僕に勇気と
希望をくれたね

君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物

支え会えること
見つめ会えること
一人じゃないこと
教えてくれたよ

かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも

my music is my life
for you, for your smile.
強い絆があるから
my life is wonderful
ever, forerver.
この場所から。

あえしつづける
歩きつづける 
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて

君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物

かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも

Lalalalala..
君の送り物
Lalalalala..
いつもいつまでも

今どこかでだれかが
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら

その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.

~COLORS~Melody&Harmony

* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love

Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling

-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-

Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope

Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone

We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Did I lied to myself?

It was true I couldn't run from lying everyday...

I know...

I wish to kill her...more or less...
Make her dissapear...

The destroyer of my life...

And I make sure her life couldn't, wouldn't and never be in peace!

But when he speaks to me...

I would feel very lifeless...

Where my life could be...

Was it really her?or was it him who destroyed my life?

I felt like an idiot...

Yesterday...He asks me...Do I love him?

I would surely said 'yes, i do love you...'

that was yesterday...today, he asked me...

do I love him?

And I was unable to reach out a letter to speak out my ability to feedback ended...

I can only reply...a nod...

That I knew...Neither I was confused...

I never knew this was coming...

The man who stand so proudly in front of me...

Fooled me and think I wouldn't know...

The man who put on lots of hopes in me,
With all my will I didn't crush them...

But when I'm putting on lots on hope in you...
You crash them just like that without feeling the guilt inside?

Who are you actually?

Who are you...

And I could wish for you to just stay away from me for awhile...

I'm sorry...

I'm kind of a disable now...

I know it might sounds weird....
BUt it is...
IT's like I'm disable to know the facts...

Becuase it was hurting me, I felt so hard and I can't stop my feeling to cry...

And now I know the feeling of dissapointed...

I cried so badly...that I lost my ability to write stories...

A better stories...I only write sadness...and sadness seems to be my priority...

Stupid!

It was even more stupid! I was lied...
I was fooled!

Like a filthy stupid DONKEY>?~! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO FOOL ME LIKE THAT! I'M NOT CHILD ANYMORE!!!!!

Fool like that person is terrible!
I should have never trusted ******

Stupid me!!!!