I first tried it was like....this is crazy!!!try it NOW!!!
http://en.akinator.com/
I can't stop playing this!!!!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Happy Birthday to Kim Jun Su and Kim Jun Ho
JUN SU....
YOU'RE TOO CUTE...
I KNOW YOU DO...
WISH A WISH THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DREAMING...
I HOPE THE METEOR SHOWER WILL COME TONIGHT...
TO LET YOUR WISH COME TRUE..
KIM JUN SU...
ALTHOUGH THESE DAYS ARE HARD...
BUT PLEASE NOT TO FORGET TO AT LEAST SMILE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY...
PLEASE BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD TODAY...
OUR WISH FOR YOU....
IS TO GIVE YOU A LIGHT PRESENCE OF SMILE....
KIM JUN SU
KIM JUN HO
BORN WITH SMILES....
TO LIGHT UP THE SKY...
PLEASE BE HAPPY...
ON THE DAY YOU TREASURE THE MOST...
You Don't Know What a Girl Wants ^^ hehehe I like this song!!~
Yeah~ This is my first story
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
jeongmal neo utge namjaneun da ttokgatae
mwol moreugo nunchi eopgo na woncham, giga makhyeo michigesseo
meorireul bakkugo saero san gudureul singo
eotteonyago mureobwado dodaeche mwoga mwonji moreuneun neo
nae mameul pureojul ttaen neoui Credit Card
daesin Show me a truthful Heart
eonjena ne mameun boildeut maldeut naege jom pyohyeonhaejullae
saranghandan mal han madi eonjekkaji mangseorigo isseulgeoni
oneulbuteoneun naege jom malhaejwo
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
deo keuge keuge naege malhaejwo
Again Again naege boyeojwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh jom deo jom deo yeope isseojwo
I do I do yaksokhaejwo
uri mannago eolmana jinanneunde
100irinji 1000irinji
eojjeomyeon nae saengildo jinachiji
geureol sudo isseo ani mwo gwaenchanheungeol
hajiman neo geuraedo neo nae jeonhwabeonhojocha moreuni
Oh Bad Just she Bling Bling aksesariboda
useojuneun neoui du nuni I want it want it
neo neo neoman isseojugil
Oh eonjena ne mam soge inneun
sarangiran du geuljaui mideum
oneulbuteoneun naege jom boyeojwo
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
Yoy don`t know what
You don`t know what
What a girl wants
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
deo keuge keuge naege malhaejwo
Again Again naege boyeojwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh jom deo jom deo yeope isseojwo
I do I do yaksokhaejwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
----------------------------------------
Yeah~ This is my first story
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
정말 너 웃게 남자는 다 똑같애
뭘 모르고 눈치 없고 나 원참, 기가 막혀 미치겠어
머리를 바꾸고 새로 산 구두를 신고
어떠냐고 물어봐도 도대체 뭐가 뭔지 모르는 너
내 맘을 풀어줄 땐 너의 Credit Card
대신 Show me a trouble Heart
언제나 네 맘은 보일듯 말듯 내게 좀 표현해줄래
사랑한단 말 한 마디 언제까지 망설이고 있을거니
오늘부터는 내게 좀 말해줘
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
더 크게 크게 내게 말해줘
Again Again 내게 보여줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh 좀 더 좀 더 옆에 있어줘
I do I do 약속해줘
우리 만나고 얼마나 지났는데
100일인지 1000일인지
어쩌면 내 생일도 지나치지
그럴 수도 있어 아니 뭐 괜찮은걸
하지만 너 그래도 너 내 전화번호조차 모르니
Oh Bad Just she Bling Bling 악세사리보다
웃어주는 너의 두 눈이 I want it want it
너 너 너만 있어주길
Oh 언제나 네 맘 속에 있는
사랑이란 두 글자의 믿음
오늘부터는 내게 좀 보여줘
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
Yoy don`t know what
You don`t know what
What a girl wants
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
더 크게 크게 내게 말해줘
Again Again 내게 보여줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh 좀 더 좀 더 옆에 있어줘
I do I do 약속해줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
-----------------------------
Yeah, this is my first story
Say oh, oh, oh, baby, la, la, la, la, la
Say oh, oh, oh, honey, la, la, la, la, la
All men are the same
You don’t know anything, you couldn’t even get my hints
Oh gosh, you are driving me crazy
My new hairstyle and new shoes
When I ask how is it
You don’t know anything about it
Instead of using your credit card
Show me a truthful heart when I am mad
I can’t tell really your heart
Please tell me straight up
“I love you” that one sentence
How long are you going to be indecisive
Oh, from now on
Please tell me
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Louder, louder, say it louder for me
Again, again show it to me
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Oh, Stay with me longer, longer
I do, I do, promise me
Time flew by since we’ve first met
Don’t even know if it’s 100 days or 1000 days
And how could you forget my birthday
It’s okay, sometimes stuffs happens
But you, how could you not even know
My phone number
Oh, bag, shoes, bling, bling
It’s not accessory, those two eyes that makes me laugh
I, I, I want it, want it
You, You, can you stay here
Oh, those words in your heart
The word “love” is word of trust
Oh, from now on
Show-show-show it to me
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
Say oh, oh, oh, baby, la, la, la, la, la
Say oh, oh, oh, honey, la, la, la, la, la
You don't know what, you don't know what
What a girl wants
You don't know what, you don't know what
What a girl wants
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Louder, louder, say it louder for me
Again, again show it to me
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Oh, Stay with me longer, longer
I do, I do, promise me
You don't know what a girl wants
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
jeongmal neo utge namjaneun da ttokgatae
mwol moreugo nunchi eopgo na woncham, giga makhyeo michigesseo
meorireul bakkugo saero san gudureul singo
eotteonyago mureobwado dodaeche mwoga mwonji moreuneun neo
nae mameul pureojul ttaen neoui Credit Card
daesin Show me a truthful Heart
eonjena ne mameun boildeut maldeut naege jom pyohyeonhaejullae
saranghandan mal han madi eonjekkaji mangseorigo isseulgeoni
oneulbuteoneun naege jom malhaejwo
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
deo keuge keuge naege malhaejwo
Again Again naege boyeojwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh jom deo jom deo yeope isseojwo
I do I do yaksokhaejwo
uri mannago eolmana jinanneunde
100irinji 1000irinji
eojjeomyeon nae saengildo jinachiji
geureol sudo isseo ani mwo gwaenchanheungeol
hajiman neo geuraedo neo nae jeonhwabeonhojocha moreuni
Oh Bad Just she Bling Bling aksesariboda
useojuneun neoui du nuni I want it want it
neo neo neoman isseojugil
Oh eonjena ne mam soge inneun
sarangiran du geuljaui mideum
oneulbuteoneun naege jom boyeojwo
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
Yoy don`t know what
You don`t know what
What a girl wants
One sonjabeul ttae kkakji kkigi
Two jjajeungnael ttae useojugi
molla molla molla molla molla molla malhaedo neon molla
Three munjabodan jeonhwahagi
Four nun matchumyeo yaegihagi
molla molla molla molla molla molla
wae mameul jeongmal molla
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
deo keuge keuge naege malhaejwo
Again Again naege boyeojwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh jom deo jom deo yeope isseojwo
I do I do yaksokhaejwo
You don`t know what a girl wants
----------------------------------------
Yeah~ This is my first story
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
정말 너 웃게 남자는 다 똑같애
뭘 모르고 눈치 없고 나 원참, 기가 막혀 미치겠어
머리를 바꾸고 새로 산 구두를 신고
어떠냐고 물어봐도 도대체 뭐가 뭔지 모르는 너
내 맘을 풀어줄 땐 너의 Credit Card
대신 Show me a trouble Heart
언제나 네 맘은 보일듯 말듯 내게 좀 표현해줄래
사랑한단 말 한 마디 언제까지 망설이고 있을거니
오늘부터는 내게 좀 말해줘
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
더 크게 크게 내게 말해줘
Again Again 내게 보여줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh 좀 더 좀 더 옆에 있어줘
I do I do 약속해줘
우리 만나고 얼마나 지났는데
100일인지 1000일인지
어쩌면 내 생일도 지나치지
그럴 수도 있어 아니 뭐 괜찮은걸
하지만 너 그래도 너 내 전화번호조차 모르니
Oh Bad Just she Bling Bling 악세사리보다
웃어주는 너의 두 눈이 I want it want it
너 너 너만 있어주길
Oh 언제나 네 맘 속에 있는
사랑이란 두 글자의 믿음
오늘부터는 내게 좀 보여줘
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
Say Oh oh oh baby la la la la la
Say Oh oh oh honey la la la la la
Yoy don`t know what
You don`t know what
What a girl wants
One 손잡을 때 깍지 끼기
Two 짜증낼 때 웃어주기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 말해도 넌 몰라
Three 문자보단 전화하기
Four 눈 맞추며 얘기하기
몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라 몰라
왜 맘을 정말 몰라
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
더 크게 크게 내게 말해줘
Again Again 내게 보여줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
what a girl what a girl wants
Oh 좀 더 좀 더 옆에 있어줘
I do I do 약속해줘
You don`t know what a girl wants
-----------------------------
Yeah, this is my first story
Say oh, oh, oh, baby, la, la, la, la, la
Say oh, oh, oh, honey, la, la, la, la, la
All men are the same
You don’t know anything, you couldn’t even get my hints
Oh gosh, you are driving me crazy
My new hairstyle and new shoes
When I ask how is it
You don’t know anything about it
Instead of using your credit card
Show me a truthful heart when I am mad
I can’t tell really your heart
Please tell me straight up
“I love you” that one sentence
How long are you going to be indecisive
Oh, from now on
Please tell me
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Louder, louder, say it louder for me
Again, again show it to me
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Oh, Stay with me longer, longer
I do, I do, promise me
Time flew by since we’ve first met
Don’t even know if it’s 100 days or 1000 days
And how could you forget my birthday
It’s okay, sometimes stuffs happens
But you, how could you not even know
My phone number
Oh, bag, shoes, bling, bling
It’s not accessory, those two eyes that makes me laugh
I, I, I want it, want it
You, You, can you stay here
Oh, those words in your heart
The word “love” is word of trust
Oh, from now on
Show-show-show it to me
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
Say oh, oh, oh, baby, la, la, la, la, la
Say oh, oh, oh, honey, la, la, la, la, la
You don't know what, you don't know what
What a girl wants
You don't know what, you don't know what
What a girl wants
One, when we hold hands please Intertwine them
Two, when annoyed, just smile
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
Even when I tell you, you don’t know
Three, call don’t text
Four, make sure you make an eye contact when we talk
Don’t know, don’t know, don’t know, don’t know
You really don’t know my feeling
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Louder, louder, say it louder for me
Again, again show it to me
You don’t know what a girl wants
What a girl, what a girl wants
Oh, Stay with me longer, longer
I do, I do, promise me
You don't know what a girl wants
Friday, December 11, 2009
VOTE FOR TVXQ!!!!!!!! PLEASE DEAR CASSIES VOTE FOR THEM!!!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
The Chracter list For My New Fanfic "I'm Not Dying For Love"
Maybe you all haven't seen them yet...some of the pictures doesn't show their true magic!!!
1)Jung Eui Chul
2)Kim Bum
3)Kim Jae Joong
AS FOR THE FEMALE CHARACTER...
My first thought is...
1) Han Hyo Joo...
please give me other female korean artist pls~ i'm out of idea...
1)Jung Eui Chul
2)Kim Bum
3)Kim Jae Joong
AS FOR THE FEMALE CHARACTER...
My first thought is...
1) Han Hyo Joo...
please give me other female korean artist pls~ i'm out of idea...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
HAHA!!! I have INSPIRATION!!!!
I think now I know I have new idea for a new fanfiction!!!! but I really have no idea who should be the lead character!!!! I don't know what to do...
But the story is very good!!!! for me....but this is not yet confirm so please help me figure out the character...
okay...the first character I thought of was JUNG EUI CHUL (who stared in BOF as the model)
the female character is not yet decided....maybe park han byul...
anyway the story goes like this....
Eui Chul is a terrible evil boy whose popular in his school...he always thinks he's the best in the school and there's no one who can make him scared...but then he found his opponent is a girl who is called as the 'BAG GIRL' because she carries her bag to every place she go...the BAG GIRL is actually nice...just she's confident and she's not afraid...Eui Chul felt threaten when he wanted to pick on a fight with the BAG GIRL when she just touch his car with her bag...but the girl only apologize and do nothing and her excuse are because the car doesn't have any scratch...After a while...Eui Chul really hates the BAG GIRL...Eui Chul called her to meet in person...and he wanted to fight with the girl...Eui Chul strated of with words...when he lift his hands to punch, THE BAG GIRL grab her bag and hit Eui Chul's face...Will Eui Chul accept the defeat he have on a girl???
so here is the character i thought of having...please vote!!!
1)jung eui chul
2)Kim Bum
3)Kim Jae Joong
But the story is very good!!!! for me....but this is not yet confirm so please help me figure out the character...
okay...the first character I thought of was JUNG EUI CHUL (who stared in BOF as the model)
the female character is not yet decided....maybe park han byul...
anyway the story goes like this....
Eui Chul is a terrible evil boy whose popular in his school...he always thinks he's the best in the school and there's no one who can make him scared...but then he found his opponent is a girl who is called as the 'BAG GIRL' because she carries her bag to every place she go...the BAG GIRL is actually nice...just she's confident and she's not afraid...Eui Chul felt threaten when he wanted to pick on a fight with the BAG GIRL when she just touch his car with her bag...but the girl only apologize and do nothing and her excuse are because the car doesn't have any scratch...After a while...Eui Chul really hates the BAG GIRL...Eui Chul called her to meet in person...and he wanted to fight with the girl...Eui Chul strated of with words...when he lift his hands to punch, THE BAG GIRL grab her bag and hit Eui Chul's face...Will Eui Chul accept the defeat he have on a girl???
so here is the character i thought of having...please vote!!!
1)jung eui chul
2)Kim Bum
3)Kim Jae Joong
Friday, November 20, 2009
In a Crowded Life...
I'm living a life I should be...
I'm listening to the sound that I should hear...
I'm seeing the scene that I should see...
I hope it's what it supposed to be...
But I'm living the I life I didn't wish to be...
I'm listening to the sound that I shouldn't hear..
I'm seeing the scene that I never wish to see...
Everything is supposed to be upside down...
I'm supposed to love a person with my own heart...
I supposed to be honest...
But fate turns its back on me....
Killing me slowly...
My faith in you collapsed...
There's a feeling dying inside me...
I'm still alive but my heart died...
I wish someone would know how hard it could be...
Maybe I've been living a very good life before...
Maybe this is just for a while...
But at least give me a bit of happiness...
I just hope for a light to shine...
I just need a hope to give someone I love the most...
A hope to give her the fact that life doesn't meant to be hurt...
I'm having the times where I thought everything might just be hurting!
Life isn't all hurting....
I just need a time to know....
When should I accept a new ITEM in my life..
But I don't think....
She deserve to be a part of my life...
I'm listening to the sound that I should hear...
I'm seeing the scene that I should see...
I hope it's what it supposed to be...
But I'm living the I life I didn't wish to be...
I'm listening to the sound that I shouldn't hear..
I'm seeing the scene that I never wish to see...
Everything is supposed to be upside down...
I'm supposed to love a person with my own heart...
I supposed to be honest...
But fate turns its back on me....
Killing me slowly...
My faith in you collapsed...
There's a feeling dying inside me...
I'm still alive but my heart died...
I wish someone would know how hard it could be...
Maybe I've been living a very good life before...
Maybe this is just for a while...
But at least give me a bit of happiness...
I just hope for a light to shine...
I just need a hope to give someone I love the most...
A hope to give her the fact that life doesn't meant to be hurt...
I'm having the times where I thought everything might just be hurting!
Life isn't all hurting....
I just need a time to know....
When should I accept a new ITEM in my life..
But I don't think....
She deserve to be a part of my life...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I'm loving SS501-LOVE LIKE THIS!!!!
It's so cool!!! anyway...Now I have my new fave list hehehe
1)TVXQ!!!
2)SS501
3)SHINee!!!!
1)TVXQ!!!
2)SS501
3)SHINee!!!!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Chaptered Life....that's a fact we have to swallow...
Tell me.....
what does life means to you??? haha....a wonderful one???
Now I know how cruel life can be at times....I had feel the sour of life at the age of 13....When I thought life is wonderful, I only realize it as my skill...My writings make me feel life is love....
But then it threw all the hates to me....What had I done to you???
I was decieved...by a person who I put trust on....And he make me dissapointed by making the sky falls on me...The fact that life isn't over yet...because it was too painful....I felt as if the burdened sky fall on top of me!!!and rain pour down from my eyes....it went without stopping...
I kept on thinking how would endure this?
How would I overcome this?
How can I keep on walking
Without thoughts of you....
I love you...that I can't even stop crying everytime...
I called her everyday....making sure that she's not crying...but in the end I'm the one who ends up wiping my tears....The same things repeat again...
How can man be so cruel...For a man to ruin a woman's life is very easy....
But It takes the A-Z steps for us, womans to ruin them!!! Since the incident happen...I keep on thinking whether I should not put trust on other man or not.....Yes, I fought with boys almost all the time...They always wanna win...and that makes me think why can't you just give up for once....and let us win???
And I keep on crying...I have no concentration on my studies...I keep on thinking what will happen in the end...Can someone tell me...I keep on talking uselessly...But there'sno conclusion....And I cried...again...
and My results wasn't the best I got...It made me cry....I was in so much depression...I can't let all the sorrows go away....I keep them in my hands....letting my burdened life....increases it's burden...There was times when I said to myself...I now know what it feels when some people wishes to kill themselves..because it's the feeling as if we should die....sometimes it is a feeling of the fact that life is making us die...
There wasn't suppose to be hard....But it happens...
Everything happens in a glance...Until....I feel that Eid wasn't even Eid...And I'm feeling like inviting everyone to cry along with me....
But things was starting to be swallowed slowly in my life...and I receive that something I call gift that has made me strong enough...
And made me realize that this life is chaptered...
what does life means to you??? haha....a wonderful one???
Now I know how cruel life can be at times....I had feel the sour of life at the age of 13....When I thought life is wonderful, I only realize it as my skill...My writings make me feel life is love....
But then it threw all the hates to me....What had I done to you???
I was decieved...by a person who I put trust on....And he make me dissapointed by making the sky falls on me...The fact that life isn't over yet...because it was too painful....I felt as if the burdened sky fall on top of me!!!and rain pour down from my eyes....it went without stopping...
I kept on thinking how would endure this?
How would I overcome this?
How can I keep on walking
Without thoughts of you....
I love you...that I can't even stop crying everytime...
I called her everyday....making sure that she's not crying...but in the end I'm the one who ends up wiping my tears....The same things repeat again...
How can man be so cruel...For a man to ruin a woman's life is very easy....
But It takes the A-Z steps for us, womans to ruin them!!! Since the incident happen...I keep on thinking whether I should not put trust on other man or not.....Yes, I fought with boys almost all the time...They always wanna win...and that makes me think why can't you just give up for once....and let us win???
And I keep on crying...I have no concentration on my studies...I keep on thinking what will happen in the end...Can someone tell me...I keep on talking uselessly...But there'sno conclusion....And I cried...again...
and My results wasn't the best I got...It made me cry....I was in so much depression...I can't let all the sorrows go away....I keep them in my hands....letting my burdened life....increases it's burden...There was times when I said to myself...I now know what it feels when some people wishes to kill themselves..because it's the feeling as if we should die....sometimes it is a feeling of the fact that life is making us die...
There wasn't suppose to be hard....But it happens...
Everything happens in a glance...Until....I feel that Eid wasn't even Eid...And I'm feeling like inviting everyone to cry along with me....
But things was starting to be swallowed slowly in my life...and I receive that something I call gift that has made me strong enough...
And made me realize that this life is chaptered...
Monday, September 28, 2009
Ahh!!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days!!!!
HAHAH!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days more....
but....
Things aren't going the way I want them to!! No way!!! For the first time in my life I'm celebration my birthday alone!!!
And also!!!!
I can't skip schools on my birthday!!! There's no cake on my birthday!!!There's plenty of problems come up few days before my birthday!!!! How could YOU!!!!
My wish for my birthday...
1)My mom would be there
2)My family would be there
How sad....I wish my life could be better...You want to switch places?Be in my shoes...please....
so sad right?
I just hope to be happy for one day....just one...at least
2nd of October please...
but....
Things aren't going the way I want them to!! No way!!! For the first time in my life I'm celebration my birthday alone!!!
And also!!!!
I can't skip schools on my birthday!!! There's no cake on my birthday!!!There's plenty of problems come up few days before my birthday!!!! How could YOU!!!!
My wish for my birthday...
1)My mom would be there
2)My family would be there
How sad....I wish my life could be better...You want to switch places?Be in my shoes...please....
so sad right?
I just hope to be happy for one day....just one...at least
2nd of October please...
Friday, September 25, 2009
AmYrAmYrAMeoWw's BIG MISTAKE!!!!
This is what I posted in my fanfic: MOM VS. DAUGHTER....
Current mood: SICKENING, ANGRY,DEPRESSED, SAD!!!!
because...
This is urgent!!!
Okay...My computer was infected with virus...
And I admit that I write all my stories in a word document first and then I post...so...
MY FANFIC IS GONE!!!! IT WAS DELETED!!! SO I HAVE TO MAKE A NEW ONE...AND I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GOING TO WORK OUT! THIS IS A NIGHT MARE!!!
NO~ The worse nightmare amyramyrameoww has ever had...
Now....I'm sorry to say but this fic will be hangged for quiete a long time....especially because I'm studying in a boarding school..
I have no time for computers...
So it is terrible...
My only holiday will be on November....I'm sorry...
I'm very very sorry...This is the biggest mistake amyramyrameoww has ever done!!!
Amyramyrameoww apologize so much...
I'm sorry...
do you forgive me?
i hope you do...i'm so so sorry....
GOMEN~MIANHYE!!!!!~
SO SAD!!!!!!
ONCE AGAIN...
GOMEN!
MIANHYE....
I'll try my best!!! next time...but I won't give!!!
Please give me your support!!!
thank you!!!!
=amyramyrameoww
Current mood: SICKENING, ANGRY,DEPRESSED, SAD!!!!
because...
This is urgent!!!
Okay...My computer was infected with virus...
And I admit that I write all my stories in a word document first and then I post...so...
MY FANFIC IS GONE!!!! IT WAS DELETED!!! SO I HAVE TO MAKE A NEW ONE...AND I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GOING TO WORK OUT! THIS IS A NIGHT MARE!!!
NO~ The worse nightmare amyramyrameoww has ever had...
Now....I'm sorry to say but this fic will be hangged for quiete a long time....especially because I'm studying in a boarding school..
I have no time for computers...
So it is terrible...
My only holiday will be on November....I'm sorry...
I'm very very sorry...This is the biggest mistake amyramyrameoww has ever done!!!
Amyramyrameoww apologize so much...
I'm sorry...
do you forgive me?
i hope you do...i'm so so sorry....
GOMEN~MIANHYE!!!!!~
SO SAD!!!!!!
ONCE AGAIN...
GOMEN!
MIANHYE....
I'll try my best!!! next time...but I won't give!!!
Please give me your support!!!
thank you!!!!
=amyramyrameoww
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Welcome to IMAGENATION
How many tales have you heard or read in your lifetime?
hmmm...you can't think of it right?
na~~~ tales are boring...
Sometimes...I feel like living in a fantasy and imagination rather than reality...
you can't believe me but...it's better there...
Reality keeps going complicated right?
For me in a daily life...86% of it would be complicated full of problems and maters you don't wish for...
am I right?
In reality, have you ever had this?
see...even imagination is the only thing on earth listening to our commands...
People are hard to listens to orders..Only imagination do so...
See how it make your life wonders so much?
Now why some people can't even imagine?
Imagination seems like a precious give GOD gave humans...the only things we can go beyond our limits...but never beyond HIM...
But....almost everything we can't do in reality are not a problem for us in imagination...
See...I really think the root to our dreams are imagination...
Where did you get the idea of being a doctor?
You imagine what it would be like if you are a doctor right?
Then comes your dreams and ambition....all thanks to imagination...
So why some people won't use their imagination? Because they say it's wasting time?
Imagination also helps you to plan the future... am I right?
Like me! I admit I always imagine and daydreaming being able to meet K-pop stars and be their friends and not fans...see that takes you far....you don't have to fly off to Korea...Having their presence in your imagination is enough...
hehehe...just bored...so write about Imagination...
I've though about this but...doesn't this sounds pretty much explaining that imagination is the door to every fantasy?
IMAGE+NATION=IMAGENATION=IMAGINATION
hmmm...you can't think of it right?
na~~~ tales are boring...
Sometimes...I feel like living in a fantasy and imagination rather than reality...
you can't believe me but...it's better there...
Reality keeps going complicated right?
For me in a daily life...86% of it would be complicated full of problems and maters you don't wish for...
am I right?
In reality, have you ever had this?
see...even imagination is the only thing on earth listening to our commands...
People are hard to listens to orders..Only imagination do so...
See how it make your life wonders so much?
Now why some people can't even imagine?
Imagination seems like a precious give GOD gave humans...the only things we can go beyond our limits...but never beyond HIM...
But....almost everything we can't do in reality are not a problem for us in imagination...
See...I really think the root to our dreams are imagination...
Where did you get the idea of being a doctor?
You imagine what it would be like if you are a doctor right?
Then comes your dreams and ambition....all thanks to imagination...
So why some people won't use their imagination? Because they say it's wasting time?
Imagination also helps you to plan the future... am I right?
Like me! I admit I always imagine and daydreaming being able to meet K-pop stars and be their friends and not fans...see that takes you far....you don't have to fly off to Korea...Having their presence in your imagination is enough...
hehehe...just bored...so write about Imagination...
I've though about this but...doesn't this sounds pretty much explaining that imagination is the door to every fantasy?
IMAGE+NATION=IMAGENATION=IMAGINATION
Monday, September 21, 2009
You want TVXQ wallie? Ringtones?
I am doing ringtones...and some stuff....i hope you can use it...or download it...it's fun....
some are funny like H1N1 song....you should search for that ringtone!!!
www.zedge.net/profile/amyramyrameoww
I have lots of uploads....
some are funny like H1N1 song....you should search for that ringtone!!!
www.zedge.net/profile/amyramyrameoww
I have lots of uploads....
Read This! It's sweet!!!!
My friend...gave me this...isn't it sweet..?this could be true....hmmm...could be...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.You may not realize it,but it's 100% true
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep
6. You mean the world to someone
7. You are special and unique
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks
So,If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you
And always remember,when life hands you Lemons,ask for Sugar and call me over! Good friends are like stars.You don't always see them.But you know they are always there
'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another,Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway' I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone
Send to all your friends. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'? See how many 'bouquets' you end up with
Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Life keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.You may not realize it,but it's 100% true
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep
6. You mean the world to someone
7. You are special and unique
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks
So,If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you
And always remember,when life hands you Lemons,ask for Sugar and call me over! Good friends are like stars.You don't always see them.But you know they are always there
'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another,Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway' I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone
Send to all your friends. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'? See how many 'bouquets' you end up with
Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Life keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going
UGLY GURL! (Pretty Boy English Haters Version!!!)
I'm not sure if you can sing it along...anyway here it is...!!!~
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Hey Ugly Gurl!
You ain't got nothing on me...
Hey ladies
Yeah!
Let's Go...
You dial the number...
Pick the boys
To the club you'll be there!
You got to face this fact
Hey ugly gurl
You can't beat me out da track!!
Wanna fight with me?
I can do that
Wanna close to me?
I can't do that...
You got to realize your mistakes...
Gentleman
Who am I?
CL!
Everytime you want to play, oh I see you're a big winner
Eventhough I can beat you up
Like counting up
1 and 2,3,4,
Now it's time to give up you ugly gurl
I have the victory flag
Now gather up
Boys boys
We got to fight her...
*You're a whimp loser
Ride a big tricycle
I see that eyes
Glaring looking at me
Like crazy,you run away from me oh yeah...
Wake up!
The game is about to start
**Hey ugly girl
You don't know your own size!
I don't care who you are or where you're from
Hey Ugly gurl!
You! Give up so easily
Tell me you're scared of me to death
Go (x3) away!
Now throw your hands in the air
Wave them like you don't care (x2)
You guess I don't know your stupid mission
Taking off the boys
did up happiness
Now you see
I have army
I have bad boys,soldier type
Now no more you beat me up
I have more power from ground to sky
Think to the edge
Think back yourself
That's right I can beat you up to the core...
Hey boy! To the left, to the left
Take this woman down and move to the left
Girl like this will die itself
Don't worry it'll go away
Outside I am like a gangster boy
But inside never like a mama's boy
Yo! Party up and mess with me
You put me up and feel humble...
Repeat *&**
You're too UG.
UGLY...
OMG YOU'RE SO HIDEOUS!
YOU LOOK LIKE UGLY BET.
YOU'RE NOT FOR ME ,I'M NOT FOR YOU! (X2)
The boys won't adore...
A person who plays with happiness
Oh you got to be kidding me
I won't allow...
You'll get a kick and punch
You got to back off the game!
Repeat *&**
2NE1_ Pretty Boy from 1st Mini Album.mp3 -
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Hey Ugly Gurl!
You ain't got nothing on me...
Hey ladies
Yeah!
Let's Go...
You dial the number...
Pick the boys
To the club you'll be there!
You got to face this fact
Hey ugly gurl
You can't beat me out da track!!
Wanna fight with me?
I can do that
Wanna close to me?
I can't do that...
You got to realize your mistakes...
Gentleman
Who am I?
CL!
Everytime you want to play, oh I see you're a big winner
Eventhough I can beat you up
Like counting up
1 and 2,3,4,
Now it's time to give up you ugly gurl
I have the victory flag
Now gather up
Boys boys
We got to fight her...
*You're a whimp loser
Ride a big tricycle
I see that eyes
Glaring looking at me
Like crazy,you run away from me oh yeah...
Wake up!
The game is about to start
**Hey ugly girl
You don't know your own size!
I don't care who you are or where you're from
Hey Ugly gurl!
You! Give up so easily
Tell me you're scared of me to death
Go (x3) away!
Now throw your hands in the air
Wave them like you don't care (x2)
You guess I don't know your stupid mission
Taking off the boys
did up happiness
Now you see
I have army
I have bad boys,soldier type
Now no more you beat me up
I have more power from ground to sky
Think to the edge
Think back yourself
That's right I can beat you up to the core...
Hey boy! To the left, to the left
Take this woman down and move to the left
Girl like this will die itself
Don't worry it'll go away
Outside I am like a gangster boy
But inside never like a mama's boy
Yo! Party up and mess with me
You put me up and feel humble...
Repeat *&**
You're too UG.
UGLY...
OMG YOU'RE SO HIDEOUS!
YOU LOOK LIKE UGLY BET.
YOU'RE NOT FOR ME ,I'M NOT FOR YOU! (X2)
The boys won't adore...
A person who plays with happiness
Oh you got to be kidding me
I won't allow...
You'll get a kick and punch
You got to back off the game!
Repeat *&**
2NE1_ Pretty Boy from 1st Mini Album.mp3 -
~Colors~Harmony and Melody
If you think about it....you'll love the song....even though the tempo might be slow...yet relaxing....
the meaning of the song is about happiness....whenever i listen to the song...i will feel like every problems I'm having are dissapearing slowly...
jae joong's voice...he MELTS ME!!!!!AHHH~~~
COLORS~Melody and Harmony~ - Jaejoong & Yoochun (東方神起)
See....what do you feel listening to this song? Although some may not understand...like I am...
But you can feel and imagine as if they're telling you to smile and be happy as if nothing bad happened and only good memories are left behind...!!!~
the meaning of the song is about happiness....whenever i listen to the song...i will feel like every problems I'm having are dissapearing slowly...
jae joong's voice...he MELTS ME!!!!!AHHH~~~
COLORS~Melody and Harmony~ - Jaejoong & Yoochun (東方神起)
See....what do you feel listening to this song? Although some may not understand...like I am...
But you can feel and imagine as if they're telling you to smile and be happy as if nothing bad happened and only good memories are left behind...!!!~
Saturday, September 19, 2009
~COLORS~Melody&Harmony
* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love
Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling
-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-
Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever
Friday, September 18, 2009
~COLORS~Melody&Harmony Kanji!!!~I really know japanese in dreams!!!
今どこかでだれかが
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら
その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.
何か思ったのに（？）
僕らはここで
小さなことしか
できないけれど
一秒だからも
世界じゅのなみだ
止まって笑顔に
なってくれるのなら
あえしつづける
歩きつづける
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて
生まれる前から
僕らは出会って
夢を探しこと
そんなきがするよ。
rap
きらめくおとに
包まれる時
やらしい全て
忘れていられた
melody and harmony
いつもそばにいて
僕に勇気と
希望をくれたね
君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物
支え会えること
見つめ会えること
一人じゃないこと
教えてくれたよ
かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも
ｍｙ music is my life
for you, for your smile.
強い絆があるから
my life is wonderful
ever, forerver.
この場所から。
あえしつづける
歩きつづける
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて
君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物
かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも
Lalalalala..
君の送り物
Lalalalala..
いつもいつまでも
今どこかでだれかが
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら
その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら
その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.
何か思ったのに（？）
僕らはここで
小さなことしか
できないけれど
一秒だからも
世界じゅのなみだ
止まって笑顔に
なってくれるのなら
あえしつづける
歩きつづける
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて
生まれる前から
僕らは出会って
夢を探しこと
そんなきがするよ。
rap
きらめくおとに
包まれる時
やらしい全て
忘れていられた
melody and harmony
いつもそばにいて
僕に勇気と
希望をくれたね
君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物
支え会えること
見つめ会えること
一人じゃないこと
教えてくれたよ
かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも
ｍｙ music is my life
for you, for your smile.
強い絆があるから
my life is wonderful
ever, forerver.
この場所から。
あえしつづける
歩きつづける
あふれる思いが
とどくて信じて
君にありがとう
ずっとありがとう
輝く思いは
君の送り物
かさねあう愛を
melody意味乗せて
伝えて行きたい
いつもいつまでも
Lalalalala..
君の送り物
Lalalalala..
いつもいつまでも
今どこかでだれかが
辛い気持ちで
一人きり
眠れるの夜を
過ごしてるのなら
その心に
光りさそうまで
故そうまで
祈るから
like a melody and harmony
of love.
~COLORS~Melody&Harmony
* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love
Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling
-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-
Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love
Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling
-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-
Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...
We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever
La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Did I lied to myself?
It was true I couldn't run from lying everyday...
I know...
I wish to kill her...more or less...
Make her dissapear...
The destroyer of my life...
And I make sure her life couldn't, wouldn't and never be in peace!
But when he speaks to me...
I would feel very lifeless...
Where my life could be...
Was it really her?or was it him who destroyed my life?
I felt like an idiot...
Yesterday...He asks me...Do I love him?
I would surely said 'yes, i do love you...'
that was yesterday...today, he asked me...
do I love him?
And I was unable to reach out a letter to speak out my ability to feedback ended...
I can only reply...a nod...
That I knew...Neither I was confused...
I never knew this was coming...
The man who stand so proudly in front of me...
Fooled me and think I wouldn't know...
The man who put on lots of hopes in me,
With all my will I didn't crush them...
But when I'm putting on lots on hope in you...
You crash them just like that without feeling the guilt inside?
Who are you actually?
Who are you...
And I could wish for you to just stay away from me for awhile...
I'm sorry...
I know...
I wish to kill her...more or less...
Make her dissapear...
The destroyer of my life...
And I make sure her life couldn't, wouldn't and never be in peace!
But when he speaks to me...
I would feel very lifeless...
Where my life could be...
Was it really her?or was it him who destroyed my life?
I felt like an idiot...
Yesterday...He asks me...Do I love him?
I would surely said 'yes, i do love you...'
that was yesterday...today, he asked me...
do I love him?
And I was unable to reach out a letter to speak out my ability to feedback ended...
I can only reply...a nod...
That I knew...Neither I was confused...
I never knew this was coming...
The man who stand so proudly in front of me...
Fooled me and think I wouldn't know...
The man who put on lots of hopes in me,
With all my will I didn't crush them...
But when I'm putting on lots on hope in you...
You crash them just like that without feeling the guilt inside?
Who are you actually?
Who are you...
And I could wish for you to just stay away from me for awhile...
I'm sorry...
I'm kind of a disable now...
I know it might sounds weird....
BUt it is...
IT's like I'm disable to know the facts...
Becuase it was hurting me, I felt so hard and I can't stop my feeling to cry...
And now I know the feeling of dissapointed...
I cried so badly...that I lost my ability to write stories...
A better stories...I only write sadness...and sadness seems to be my priority...
Stupid!
It was even more stupid! I was lied...
I was fooled!
Like a filthy stupid DONKEY>?~! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO FOOL ME LIKE THAT! I'M NOT CHILD ANYMORE!!!!!
Fool like that person is terrible!
I should have never trusted ******
Stupid me!!!!
BUt it is...
IT's like I'm disable to know the facts...
Becuase it was hurting me, I felt so hard and I can't stop my feeling to cry...
And now I know the feeling of dissapointed...
I cried so badly...that I lost my ability to write stories...
A better stories...I only write sadness...and sadness seems to be my priority...
Stupid!
It was even more stupid! I was lied...
I was fooled!
Like a filthy stupid DONKEY>?~! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO FOOL ME LIKE THAT! I'M NOT CHILD ANYMORE!!!!!
Fool like that person is terrible!
I should have never trusted ******
Stupid me!!!!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Always Keep The Faith
Always Keep The Faith
Always Keep The Faith
There's a faith inside
Just waiting to let go
You've been wondering inside
Just longing to be free to go
We have the faith in you
And you must do...
Everything we've done for you
Was everything we could ever do...
Now the wind blows hardly
The weather got stormy...
We never seems to like it...
You understand me??
I hope you do...
Every second you're together,
Is every minute Cassiopeias are together
Every hour you're uniting to each other...
Are the everyday Cassiopeia's are uniting with each other
Every year you're keep the faith together...
Are the forever Cassiopeias will keep the faith together...
As one big Red Ocean...
TVXQ,
You promised us that you would hold hands together,
YOu promised us that you will not let go of each other,
You promised use to keep the faith in each other
You promised us to be together even if 10,000 years passes by...
We believe in those promises...
You've played your part
The biggest one we thought
So here we are...
Playing a big role for you...
Giving you only a sentence...
That might hold you tight...
"Always Keep The Faith"
that's what we can all do...
Always Keep The Faith
There's a faith inside
Just waiting to let go
You've been wondering inside
Just longing to be free to go
We have the faith in you
And you must do...
Everything we've done for you
Was everything we could ever do...
Now the wind blows hardly
The weather got stormy...
We never seems to like it...
You understand me??
I hope you do...
Every second you're together,
Is every minute Cassiopeias are together
Every hour you're uniting to each other...
Are the everyday Cassiopeia's are uniting with each other
Every year you're keep the faith together...
Are the forever Cassiopeias will keep the faith together...
As one big Red Ocean...
TVXQ,
You promised us that you would hold hands together,
YOu promised us that you will not let go of each other,
You promised use to keep the faith in each other
You promised us to be together even if 10,000 years passes by...
We believe in those promises...
You've played your part
The biggest one we thought
So here we are...
Playing a big role for you...
Giving you only a sentence...
That might hold you tight...
"Always Keep The Faith"
that's what we can all do...
They Stand for 5 and They Will Never fall 5!
Always Keep The Faith!!! They stand for 5 and they will never fall 5...
As you all know about Always Keep The Faith, i'm thinking of keeping the faith too...TVXQ will not go down...and they will be strong...no matter how much boundaries they face...
And we Cassiopeia do believes that TVXQ WON'T DISSAPOINT US!!!!
We realize that now, it's time to do our parts! Am I right??? Red Ocean are you all ready???
So...now it's TVXQ's job to stay together...believing each other...holding hands tightly because we believe TVXQ are still counting on each other...
So now it's time for Cassiopeias to just put on a lot of believes and hope for them to keep going on...It's been a big storm that head us...
but TVXQ will still be going on...they know their steps won't end there....
WHO MADE THE HISTORY?
TVXQ DID!
WHO MADE OUR BRAIN GOES MADLY?
TVXQ DID!
SO WHO PUT ON LOTS OF FAITH AND HOPES AND DREAMS IN CASSIOPEIAS?
TVXQ DID!
SO THEY WON'T GO DOWN THAT EASILY!!!
As you all know about Always Keep The Faith, i'm thinking of keeping the faith too...TVXQ will not go down...and they will be strong...no matter how much boundaries they face...
And we Cassiopeia do believes that TVXQ WON'T DISSAPOINT US!!!!
We realize that now, it's time to do our parts! Am I right??? Red Ocean are you all ready???
So...now it's TVXQ's job to stay together...believing each other...holding hands tightly because we believe TVXQ are still counting on each other...
So now it's time for Cassiopeias to just put on a lot of believes and hope for them to keep going on...It's been a big storm that head us...
but TVXQ will still be going on...they know their steps won't end there....
WHO MADE THE HISTORY?
TVXQ DID!
WHO MADE OUR BRAIN GOES MADLY?
TVXQ DID!
SO WHO PUT ON LOTS OF FAITH AND HOPES AND DREAMS IN CASSIOPEIAS?
TVXQ DID!
SO THEY WON'T GO DOWN THAT EASILY!!!
5 They Stand...and TVfXQ will always stand for 5
You see nowadays...the news of TVXQ are making Cassiopeias anxious...but relax...TVXQ won't break our hearts...keep that in mind...
We believe TVXQ can do it....
Tvxq will still be in our hearts...
They promised us to stay together...
So now, it's time for us to believe in the promisses...
Yaksokke...!!!!
TVXQ had kept their promisses in us...
And never say a day without TVXQ...
hehehe...
We believe TVXQ can do it....
Tvxq will still be in our hearts...
They promised us to stay together...
So now, it's time for us to believe in the promisses...
Yaksokke...!!!!
TVXQ had kept their promisses in us...
And never say a day without TVXQ...
hehehe...
Grand Opening...
Haha!!! Finally Amyramyrameoww got her first bloggie!!! I know it's very simple...but you know....while you're here enjoy the tale!!!
it's was said...
"Life may not be the party we wished for, but while we are here,just have a dance!"
Yup...life isn't the party we wish for...
This bloggie is made because it might be easy for my readers to keep on a track with me...or maybe just read my about my life and other writings...maybe fanfic's news will be posted here!!!
my fanfics are all in the list below:
1)Last Smile
2)The Courage of My Heart
3)Prince In Love
4)They Call Us Brats
5)Mom vs.Daughter...
For your information...I posted a new generation of Prince In Love...The Sequeal to another love story of Prince In Love...entitled The Prince....
Haha!!!
anyway...i might write some poetry...
I hope you all will like it!!!! hahaha!!!!
please join my adventure...
it's was said...
"Life may not be the party we wished for, but while we are here,just have a dance!"
Yup...life isn't the party we wish for...
This bloggie is made because it might be easy for my readers to keep on a track with me...or maybe just read my about my life and other writings...maybe fanfic's news will be posted here!!!
my fanfics are all in the list below:
1)Last Smile
2)The Courage of My Heart
3)Prince In Love
4)They Call Us Brats
5)Mom vs.Daughter...
For your information...I posted a new generation of Prince In Love...The Sequeal to another love story of Prince In Love...entitled The Prince....
Haha!!!
anyway...i might write some poetry...
I hope you all will like it!!!! hahaha!!!!
please join my adventure...
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