Friday, November 20, 2009

In a Crowded Life...

I'm living a life I should be...
I'm listening to the sound that I should hear...
I'm seeing the scene that I should see...
I hope it's what it supposed to be...

But I'm living the I life I didn't wish to be...
I'm listening to the sound that I shouldn't hear..
I'm seeing the scene that I never wish to see...

Everything is supposed to be upside down...
I'm supposed to love a person with my own heart...
I supposed to be honest...
But fate turns its back on me....
Killing me slowly...

My faith in you collapsed...
There's a feeling dying inside me...
I'm still alive but my heart died...
I wish someone would know how hard it could be...

Maybe I've been living a very good life before...
Maybe this is just for a while...
But at least give me a bit of happiness...
I just hope for a light to shine...

I just need a hope to give someone I love the most...
A hope to give her the fact that life doesn't meant to be hurt...
I'm having the times where I thought everything might just be hurting!
Life isn't all hurting....

I just need a time to know....
When should I accept a new ITEM in my life..
But I don't think....
She deserve to be a part of my life...

Thursday, November 19, 2009