In a Crowded Life...

I'm living a life I should be...
I'm listening to the sound that I should hear...
I'm seeing the scene that I should see...
I hope it's what it supposed to be...

But I'm living the I life I didn't wish to be...
I'm listening to the sound that I shouldn't hear..
I'm seeing the scene that I never wish to see...

Everything is supposed to be upside down...
I'm supposed to love a person with my own heart...
I supposed to be honest...
But fate turns its back on me....
Killing me slowly...

My faith in you collapsed...
There's a feeling dying inside me...
I'm still alive but my heart died...
I wish someone would know how hard it could be...

Maybe I've been living a very good life before...
Maybe this is just for a while...
But at least give me a bit of happiness...
I just hope for a light to shine...

I just need a hope to give someone I love the most...
A hope to give her the fact that life doesn't meant to be hurt...
I'm having the times where I thought everything might just be hurting!
Life isn't all hurting....

I just need a time to know....
When should I accept a new ITEM in my life..
But I don't think....
She deserve to be a part of my life...

Read This! It's sweet!!!!

My friend...gave me this...isn't it sweet..?this could be true....hmmm...could be...

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.You may not realize it,but it's 100% true

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep

6. You mean the world to someone

7. You are special and unique

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

So,If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you

And always remember,when life hands you Lemons,ask for Sugar and call me over! Good friends are like stars.You don't always see them.But you know they are always there

'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another,Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway' I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone

Send to all your friends. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'? See how many 'bouquets' you end up with

Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Life keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going

UGLY GURL! (Pretty Boy English Haters Version!!!)

I'm not sure if you can sing it along...anyway here it is...!!!~

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Hey Ugly Gurl!
You ain't got nothing on me...
Hey ladies
Yeah!
Let's Go...

You dial the number...
Pick the boys
To the club you'll be there!

You got to face this fact
Hey ugly gurl
You can't beat me out da track!!

Wanna fight with me?
I can do that
Wanna close to me?
I can't do that...

You got to realize your mistakes...
Gentleman
Who am I?
CL!

Everytime you want to play, oh I see you're a big winner
Eventhough I can beat you up
Like counting up
1 and 2,3,4,
Now it's time to give up you ugly gurl
I have the victory flag
Now gather up
Boys boys
We got to fight her...

*You're a whimp loser
Ride a big tricycle
I see that eyes
Glaring looking at me
Like crazy,you run away from me oh yeah...
Wake up!
The game is about to start

**Hey ugly girl
You don't know your own size!
I don't care who you are or where you're from
Hey Ugly gurl!
You! Give up so easily
Tell me you're scared of me to death
Go (x3) away!

Now throw your hands in the air
Wave them like you don't care (x2)

You guess I don't know your stupid mission
Taking off the boys
did up happiness
Now you see
I have army
I have bad boys,soldier type
Now no more you beat me up
I have more power from ground to sky
Think to the edge
Think back yourself
That's right I can beat you up to the core...

Hey boy! To the left, to the left
Take this woman down and move to the left
Girl like this will die itself
Don't worry it'll go away

Outside I am like a gangster boy
But inside never like a mama's boy
Yo! Party up and mess with me
You put me up and feel humble...

Repeat *&**

You're too UG.
UGLY...
OMG YOU'RE SO HIDEOUS!
YOU LOOK LIKE UGLY BET.
YOU'RE NOT FOR ME ,I'M NOT FOR YOU! (X2)

The boys won't adore...
A person who plays with happiness
Oh you got to be kidding me
I won't allow...
You'll get a kick and punch
You got to back off the game!

Repeat *&**

2NE1_ Pretty Boy from 1st Mini Album.mp3 -

~Colors~Harmony and Melody

If you think about it....you'll love the song....even though the tempo might be slow...yet relaxing....

the meaning of the song is about happiness....whenever i listen to the song...i will feel like every problems I'm having are dissapearing slowly...

jae joong's voice...he MELTS ME!!!!!AHHH~~~

COLORS~Melody and Harmony~ - Jaejoong & Yoochun (東方神起)

See....what do you feel listening to this song? Although some may not understand...like I am...

But you can feel and imagine as if they're telling you to smile and be happy as if nothing bad happened and only good memories are left behind...!!!~