I Don't Think I LIke It Now...

Seems to me lots of people hates me huh???
I don't know bout that...but taht made me feel totally uncomfortable...It made me feel like I don't even belong there...WHAT?!!!!

I tried to think that 'Oh maybe there's only afew of them' But NO!!!I think this is all ridiculous!!!!~

People who hates me keeps on increasing!!!! I know this is normal in life, but for GOD SAKE!!!! I have been in quite a number of heartbreaks and this is what I get!?!!!! Don't you think my own life is letting me down!!!!

Day by day I keep on trying to ignore it but LIFE GOES WITHOUT STOPPING SO I HERE LOTS OF THINGS WITHOUT STOPPING!!!! Why don't you people give me a break and make me rest!!!!

I feel like I'm the WORLD'S NUMBER 1 MOST HATED PERSON...!!!!~ARGH!!!! WHY???
Do I reallly have a job called MENCAPUB????DO I?!!!! OR DID I TOOK THAT JOB AS A PART TIME JOB!!!!
THIS IS RIDICULOUSLY STUPID!!!!!
AND NOW I'M LETTING GO OF MY ANGERS HERE!!! AND IT DOESN'T LOOKS LIKE AN IMAGINATION BUT A STUPID UNRELIABLE BORING HATED DAMN TERRIBLE REALITY I'M LIVING IN!!!!WHEN YOU HAVE A REALITY THAT REALLY HURTS YOU, YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW WHY IMAGINATION IS WAY BETTER THAN REALITY!!!!...

Do anyone know how I really feel?

Me...Oh yeah...me

I had these books...I write whenever I feel like writing it..Kinda call it my History!!!~
The subject I would score the most!!!~

This seems like a good way to express myself...Sometimes I think who reads my book will definitely understand me!!!!~dear all readers!!!~




THIS IS WHAT I DID IN MY BOOK...

SEE...AMYRAMYRAMEOWW HAS A WIDE WIDE WIDE WIDE IMAGINATION....And I don't want to lose that at all in my life....
I might not be as smart as Albert Einstein...Adi Putra or whoever thinks they're smart in this planet...

But having a wild wild life imagination is already enough to prove I'm capable...

I can strive for better...

But I will never stop imagining....Because it's a source of life I have to admit!!!!~


I have to admit...I'm not that smart...so people please don't judge me....I might not be the best so people don't doubt it...

But why I'm standing here? It's because of my ability to imagine and dream about whats best for my future...I might not be the greatest...but I work to try to be one...

so there's no other choice for me to do other than work hard and imagine the best I can...

Now I end up putting my life into a book that people read but do they understand...?

Oh yeah...everyone knows amyramyrameoww is into making stories like fanfic!!!~

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an aticle about me and my imagination!!~

The Best UFO Replies EVer on Earth!!!~

UFO: I’m not going to be a fan anymore, it’s oppas’ fault for not replying…..
From now on I’m going to be a stalker!
Changmin: I’ll say this in a nice way, come back to being a fan
UFO: If oppa teaches me how to dance I’ll think about it
ChangMin: Just be a stalker
UFO: Ok I’ll be a stalker. Look behind you
Changmin: A refrigerator is behind me
UFO: Liar, I’m there
Changmin: Are you the refrigerator or Junsu-hyung?

Thank U!!! ThANK yOU!!!!

HAHA!!! I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! hahaha....I got 15/15 on this blog by my teacher!!!! thank you bloggie...~^^

OH yeah...I 'll be home on Friday dear readers!!!! Wait for me to update more stories!!!!!! hahaha wait up!!!

TRY THIS!!! AKINATOR! THE WEB GENIUS!!! CALLING ALL K-POP FANS...!!!

I first tried it was like....this is crazy!!!try it NOW!!!

http://en.akinator.com/

I can't stop playing this!!!!

The Chracter list For My New Fanfic "I'm Not Dying For Love"

Maybe you all haven't seen them yet...some of the pictures doesn't show their true magic!!!

1)Jung Eui Chul




2)Kim Bum



3)Kim Jae Joong




AS FOR THE FEMALE CHARACTER...

My first thought is...

1) Han Hyo Joo...





please give me other female korean artist pls~ i'm out of idea...

HAHA!!! I have INSPIRATION!!!!

I think now I know I have new idea for a new fanfiction!!!! but I really have no idea who should be the lead character!!!! I don't know what to do...

But the story is very good!!!! for me....but this is not yet confirm so please help me figure out the character...

okay...the first character I thought of was JUNG EUI CHUL (who stared in BOF as the model)

the female character is not yet decided....maybe park han byul...

anyway the story goes like this....

Eui Chul is a terrible evil boy whose popular in his school...he always thinks he's the best in the school and there's no one who can make him scared...but then he found his opponent is a girl who is called as the 'BAG GIRL' because she carries her bag to every place she go...the BAG GIRL is actually nice...just she's confident and she's not afraid...Eui Chul felt threaten when he wanted to pick on a fight with the BAG GIRL when she just touch his car with her bag...but the girl only apologize and do nothing and her excuse are because the car doesn't have any scratch...After a while...Eui Chul really hates the BAG GIRL...Eui Chul called her to meet in person...and he wanted to fight with the girl...Eui Chul strated of with words...when he lift his hands to punch, THE BAG GIRL grab her bag and hit Eui Chul's face...Will Eui Chul accept the defeat he have on a girl???

so here is the character i thought of having...please vote!!!
1)jung eui chul



2)Kim Bum



3)Kim Jae Joong

In a Crowded Life...

I'm living a life I should be...
I'm listening to the sound that I should hear...
I'm seeing the scene that I should see...
I hope it's what it supposed to be...

But I'm living the I life I didn't wish to be...
I'm listening to the sound that I shouldn't hear..
I'm seeing the scene that I never wish to see...

Everything is supposed to be upside down...
I'm supposed to love a person with my own heart...
I supposed to be honest...
But fate turns its back on me....
Killing me slowly...

My faith in you collapsed...
There's a feeling dying inside me...
I'm still alive but my heart died...
I wish someone would know how hard it could be...

Maybe I've been living a very good life before...
Maybe this is just for a while...
But at least give me a bit of happiness...
I just hope for a light to shine...

I just need a hope to give someone I love the most...
A hope to give her the fact that life doesn't meant to be hurt...
I'm having the times where I thought everything might just be hurting!
Life isn't all hurting....

I just need a time to know....
When should I accept a new ITEM in my life..
But I don't think....
She deserve to be a part of my life...

I'm loving SS501-LOVE LIKE THIS!!!!

It's so cool!!! anyway...Now I have my new fave list hehehe

1)TVXQ!!!
2)SS501
3)SHINee!!!!

Ahh!!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days!!!!

HAHAH!!! My birthday is coming in about 3 days more....

but....


Things aren't going the way I want them to!! No way!!! For the first time in my life I'm celebration my birthday alone!!!

And also!!!!




I can't skip schools on my birthday!!! There's no cake on my birthday!!!There's plenty of problems come up few days before my birthday!!!! How could YOU!!!!


My wish for my birthday...

1)My mom would be there
2)My family would be there

How sad....I wish my life could be better...You want to switch places?Be in my shoes...please....

so sad right?

I just hope to be happy for one day....just one...at least

2nd of October please...

AmYrAmYrAMeoWw's BIG MISTAKE!!!!

This is what I posted in my fanfic: MOM VS. DAUGHTER....

Current mood: SICKENING, ANGRY,DEPRESSED, SAD!!!!

because...

This is urgent!!!
Okay...My computer was infected with virus...

And I admit that I write all my stories in a word document first and then I post...so...

MY FANFIC IS GONE!!!! IT WAS DELETED!!! SO I HAVE TO MAKE A NEW ONE...AND I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GOING TO WORK OUT! THIS IS A NIGHT MARE!!!

NO~ The worse nightmare amyramyrameoww has ever had...

Now....I'm sorry to say but this fic will be hangged for quiete a long time....especially because I'm studying in a boarding school..

I have no time for computers...

So it is terrible...

My only holiday will be on November....I'm sorry...

I'm very very sorry...This is the biggest mistake amyramyrameoww has ever done!!!

Amyramyrameoww apologize so much...

I'm sorry...
do you forgive me?

i hope you do...i'm so so sorry....

GOMEN~MIANHYE!!!!!~

SO SAD!!!!!!


ONCE AGAIN...


GOMEN!

MIANHYE....

I'll try my best!!! next time...but I won't give!!!

Please give me your support!!!
thank you!!!!

=amyramyrameoww

Welcome to IMAGENATION

How many tales have you heard or read in your lifetime?

hmmm...you can't think of it right?

na~~~ tales are boring...

Sometimes...I feel like living in a fantasy and imagination rather than reality...

you can't believe me but...it's better there...
Reality keeps going complicated right?

For me in a daily life...86% of it would be complicated full of problems and maters you don't wish for...

am I right?

In reality, have you ever had this?



see...even imagination is the only thing on earth listening to our commands...

People are hard to listens to orders..Only imagination do so...

See how it make your life wonders so much?
Now why some people can't even imagine?

Imagination seems like a precious give GOD gave humans...the only things we can go beyond our limits...but never beyond HIM...

But....almost everything we can't do in reality are not a problem for us in imagination...

See...I really think the root to our dreams are imagination...

Where did you get the idea of being a doctor?

You imagine what it would be like if you are a doctor right?

Then comes your dreams and ambition....all thanks to imagination...

So why some people won't use their imagination? Because they say it's wasting time?
Imagination also helps you to plan the future... am I right?

Like me! I admit I always imagine and daydreaming being able to meet K-pop stars and be their friends and not fans...see that takes you far....you don't have to fly off to Korea...Having their presence in your imagination is enough...


hehehe...just bored...so write about Imagination...

I've though about this but...doesn't this sounds pretty much explaining that imagination is the door to every fantasy?

IMAGE+NATION=IMAGENATION=IMAGINATION

Read This! It's sweet!!!!

My friend...gave me this...isn't it sweet..?this could be true....hmmm...could be...

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.You may not realize it,but it's 100% true

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep

6. You mean the world to someone

7. You are special and unique

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

So,If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you

And always remember,when life hands you Lemons,ask for Sugar and call me over! Good friends are like stars.You don't always see them.But you know they are always there

'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another,Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway' I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truckload when I'm gone

Send to all your friends. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase 'stop and smell the flowers'? See how many 'bouquets' you end up with

Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Life keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going

UGLY GURL! (Pretty Boy English Haters Version!!!)

I'm not sure if you can sing it along...anyway here it is...!!!~

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Hey Ugly Gurl!
You ain't got nothing on me...
Hey ladies
Yeah!
Let's Go...

You dial the number...
Pick the boys
To the club you'll be there!

You got to face this fact
Hey ugly gurl
You can't beat me out da track!!

Wanna fight with me?
I can do that
Wanna close to me?
I can't do that...

You got to realize your mistakes...
Gentleman
Who am I?
CL!

Everytime you want to play, oh I see you're a big winner
Eventhough I can beat you up
Like counting up
1 and 2,3,4,
Now it's time to give up you ugly gurl
I have the victory flag
Now gather up
Boys boys
We got to fight her...

*You're a whimp loser
Ride a big tricycle
I see that eyes
Glaring looking at me
Like crazy,you run away from me oh yeah...
Wake up!
The game is about to start

**Hey ugly girl
You don't know your own size!
I don't care who you are or where you're from
Hey Ugly gurl!
You! Give up so easily
Tell me you're scared of me to death
Go (x3) away!

Now throw your hands in the air
Wave them like you don't care (x2)

You guess I don't know your stupid mission
Taking off the boys
did up happiness
Now you see
I have army
I have bad boys,soldier type
Now no more you beat me up
I have more power from ground to sky
Think to the edge
Think back yourself
That's right I can beat you up to the core...

Hey boy! To the left, to the left
Take this woman down and move to the left
Girl like this will die itself
Don't worry it'll go away

Outside I am like a gangster boy
But inside never like a mama's boy
Yo! Party up and mess with me
You put me up and feel humble...

Repeat *&**

You're too UG.
UGLY...
OMG YOU'RE SO HIDEOUS!
YOU LOOK LIKE UGLY BET.
YOU'RE NOT FOR ME ,I'M NOT FOR YOU! (X2)

The boys won't adore...
A person who plays with happiness
Oh you got to be kidding me
I won't allow...
You'll get a kick and punch
You got to back off the game!

Repeat *&**

2NE1_ Pretty Boy from 1st Mini Album.mp3 -

~Colors~Harmony and Melody

If you think about it....you'll love the song....even though the tempo might be slow...yet relaxing....

the meaning of the song is about happiness....whenever i listen to the song...i will feel like every problems I'm having are dissapearing slowly...

jae joong's voice...he MELTS ME!!!!!AHHH~~~

COLORS~Melody and Harmony~ - Jaejoong & Yoochun (東方神起)

See....what do you feel listening to this song? Although some may not understand...like I am...

But you can feel and imagine as if they're telling you to smile and be happy as if nothing bad happened and only good memories are left behind...!!!~

~COLORS~Melody&Harmony

* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love

Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling

-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-

Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope

Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone

We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever

~COLORS~Melody&Harmony

* If right now, someone, somewhere, is in pain
Spending the night alone and unable to sleep
Until light shines on that person's heart, we'll entwine these prayers,
Like a melody and harmony in love

Trying to make a difference, all we can do here is something small
But if for just one second, we could stop the world's tears
And change them into smiles...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
We met before we were born
And searched for our dreams... I get that feeling

-RAP-
You know you're just like them other ten,
A faded fight between you and I
I'd rather hope than make you sad and cry
What I just wanna say is
Keep the faith but fate never is moving us
It can't take us, it doesn't make different cases
So turn the light out, interact with a piece of dream
Sound brighter, we all want the same sound
Keep the tears, I told you how I'm your freedom, like a bird going through the sky
What are we, just a Christmas tree in the night?
-END RAP-

Wrapped up in the twinkling sound,
I was able to forget all the sadness
Melody and harmony have always been with me
They gave me courage and hope

Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
It's taught me that we can support each other, gaze into each others eyes,
And that I'm not alone

We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

My music is my life
For you, for your smile
Because we have such a strong bond,
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever,
From right here...

We'll keep loving, we'll keep walking
Believing these overflowing feelings will reach someone
Thank you, thank you for everything
This shining feeling is a gift from you
We'll put this love we share in the melody
We want to convey it, always and forever

La la la...
Your gift
La la la...
Always and forever

I'm kind of a disable now...

I know it might sounds weird....
BUt it is...
IT's like I'm disable to know the facts...

Becuase it was hurting me, I felt so hard and I can't stop my feeling to cry...

And now I know the feeling of dissapointed...

I cried so badly...that I lost my ability to write stories...

A better stories...I only write sadness...and sadness seems to be my priority...

Stupid!

It was even more stupid! I was lied...
I was fooled!

Like a filthy stupid DONKEY>?~! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO FOOL ME LIKE THAT! I'M NOT CHILD ANYMORE!!!!!

Fool like that person is terrible!
I should have never trusted ******

Stupid me!!!!

Always Keep The Faith

Always Keep The Faith
Always Keep The Faith

There's a faith inside
Just waiting to let go
You've been wondering inside
Just longing to be free to go

We have the faith in you
And you must do...
Everything we've done for you
Was everything we could ever do...

Now the wind blows hardly
The weather got stormy...
We never seems to like it...
You understand me??

I hope you do...
Every second you're together,
Is every minute Cassiopeias are together
Every hour you're uniting to each other...
Are the everyday Cassiopeia's are uniting with each other
Every year you're keep the faith together...
Are the forever Cassiopeias will keep the faith together...
As one big Red Ocean...

TVXQ,
You promised us that you would hold hands together,
YOu promised us that you will not let go of each other,
You promised use to keep the faith in each other
You promised us to be together even if 10,000 years passes by...
We believe in those promises...

You've played your part
The biggest one we thought
So here we are...
Playing a big role for you...
Giving you only a sentence...
That might hold you tight...

"Always Keep The Faith"

that's what we can all do...

They Stand for 5 and They Will Never fall 5!

Always Keep The Faith!!! They stand for 5 and they will never fall 5...
As you all know about Always Keep The Faith, i'm thinking of keeping the faith too...TVXQ will not go down...and they will be strong...no matter how much boundaries they face...

And we Cassiopeia do believes that TVXQ WON'T DISSAPOINT US!!!!

We realize that now, it's time to do our parts! Am I right??? Red Ocean are you all ready???

So...now it's TVXQ's job to stay together...believing each other...holding hands tightly because we believe TVXQ are still counting on each other...

So now it's time for Cassiopeias to just put on a lot of believes and hope for them to keep going on...It's been a big storm that head us...

but TVXQ will still be going on...they know their steps won't end there....

WHO MADE THE HISTORY?
TVXQ DID!
WHO MADE OUR BRAIN GOES MADLY?
TVXQ DID!
SO WHO PUT ON LOTS OF FAITH AND HOPES AND DREAMS IN CASSIOPEIAS?
TVXQ DID!

SO THEY WON'T GO DOWN THAT EASILY!!!